“Ah! I see. You spoke to Antoine separately.”
Antoine, who came to see Marianne at the palace, told her that Ulysses had gone on a secret mission that even the Sophists were unaware of.
"Yes, Sister Marianne, Bishop. As you know, since you're close with Ulysses, he's been on frequent business trips lately. Most of it was due to his absconding."
As the size of the Sophist grew, it began to require a lot of money.
It was Antoine who provided the link that enabled Ulysses to secure support from other nobles.
So, Antoine went beyond being a simple friend and came to know the internal situation of the Sophist to a certain extent.
Naturally, Ulysses also shared many aspects with Antoine.
‘What kind of stealth is this?’
Stealth, Marianne was hooked on that keyword.
After the last Paramis Sky Foundation incident, she thought she had become much closer to the man she admired, Ulysses.
So I was secretly hoping that we could spend more time together intimately.
At some point, it became really difficult to meet Ulysses.
It was at that time that Marianne's inner conflicts were intensifying.
This would be a natural reaction for Marianne.
“.....”
After that she was silent for a moment.
"If you don't mind, could I know about your secret escape, Ulysses? If Ulysses told Antoine, he must have been preparing for my arrival..."
Marianne felt a pang of dread. It seemed to be something very important to Ulysses.
And I feel like that will have a big impact on me too.
"Hmm... Actually, that friend of mine, Ulysses, felt very sorry when he heard that Sister Marianne had come to him several times and been turned away. I'm worried... Depending on the situation, he did give me the authority..."
Then Antoine paused.
The feeling of hesitation was something that piqued Marianne's curiosity, making her feel that there was more to it than she thought.
“Are you having trouble...?”
Marianne's expression became very anxious.
Because it's that desperate.
It must be because he wants to meet Ulysses in person and decide on the future of the crossroads he faces.
"I think it would be best to tell you. From what I can see, Ulysses seems to have a great deal of trust in Marianne. So, even if Antoine were to speak on his behalf, I think he'd probably react with gratitude."
Antoine took a deep breath, as if he had made a big decision.
I feel like I've completely taken control of Marianne.
This is because, in Antoine's eyes, Marianne, a pure woman, had her inner self clearly revealed.
"In fact, Ulysses is currently in Iskandar. No, he's been to Iskandar every time he's gone on a sneak attack."
So Antoine began to tell Marianne about Ulysses's whereabouts.
“Is this Iskandar?”
Marianne's eyes widened at the unexpected place.
"There was a demon woman there who had transformed into a berserker. Ulysses subdued her during his training as a warrior. Recently, he and the woman developed a romantic relationship."
The story that came out of Antoine afterwards was even more shocking to Marianne.
Ulysses's infiltration was none other than a move to pursue Scheherazade, with whom he had developed a romantic relationship.
“Oh, you’re lovers? So the demon woman who became a berserker and Ulysses became lovers?”
Marianne was so shocked that her lips trembled.
"After being subdued by Ulysses, she was subdued by him and desperately tried to suppress her berserker instincts. Ulysses was so impressed by her efforts that he periodically cared for her, and it seems they eventually developed a romantic relationship."
Antoine literally drove a wedge into Marianne, who was in a state of mental breakdown.
A perfect pure love scenario that anyone can understand.
Scheherazade and Antoine's love transcended race and life and death.
“Ah... Ah... So that’s what happened...”
Mental breakdown, Marianne's mentality was completely shattered.
Of course, if it were Marianne's usual personality, it would be cause for celebration.
Because she too was in deep thought, risking her life.
But the lifeline that would solve that problem was directed towards someone else.
"Ulysses also said he would have to speak to Mariana someday. He trusted her so much. He believed she wouldn't be swayed by the preconceived notions of a demon woman."
Antoine added something else that Ulysses may or may not have actually said.
If it were Marianne, she would congratulate Scheherazade on her relationship with him.
"Of course. Of course. Since Ulysses has found such a good match, it's only natural that I, as a bishop and a friend, congratulate him."
Blink...!
Then, the innocent woman Marianne showed a mysterious smile and congratulated Antoine on his behalf.
Even though she was having a mental breakdown, she couldn't even make a sound.
Marianne has lived her life like that. She has shown herself to be a fiery, passionate nun when it comes to justice.
She lived suppressing her own personal feelings.
Maybe this was the last chance to break through it,
In the face of such a pure love story, she once again had no choice but to hide her feelings.
‘It was a pretense!’
But at this moment, having thrown away the dignity of the Grand Duchess, Marianne examined herself thoroughly and objectively.
‘You were so jealous! And that’s why you gave up on becoming a saint!’
A few months later, Marianne announced that she would resign from the priesthood.
The superficial reason is that it was the time when serious marriage talks with Antoine began to emerge.
It was her own judgment that it was unreasonable to hold both imperial power and ecclesiastical power.
But it was just a lie.
The mental aftereffects of Marianne not being able to hold on to the lifeline called Ulysses at that desperate moment were severe.
It was Marianne who found herself sinking deeper and deeper into jealousy and a sense of victimhood as she tried to escape the mental aftereffects.
Sister Marianne, who felt disgusted with herself,
In order to at least make a minimal apology to God, she eventually gave up her path as a priest.
‘You knew something was wrong.’
Marianne was obsessed with her role as Grand Duchess.
It must be the compensation psychology that has been triggered.
He struggled to receive human compensation for giving up on his true dreams and failing in love.
And as I did so faithfully, I came to know.
Something is strange.
Because there was no warmth anywhere in Antoine's heart, which he experienced more deeply after getting married.
‘That he approached me very deliberately...’
Seeing you save my father's life and continue to spend time with him
Marianne thought that, despite Antoine's outward appearance, he had a warm and human side to him.
But after experiencing it for about 10 years, I realized something.
The human Antoine is a cold-blooded savage even towards his own blood relative, little Jeanne.
As I watched it from the side, my rational thoughts gradually began to go back a long time.
Wasn't the thing with his father something Antoine had planned from the beginning?
Antoine was aware of Marianne's schedule while working on a joint project.
She was also aware of her father Karajan's psychological state as she was receiving political help.
After that, the Medici family ended up playing into Antoine's hands.
"But I was afraid. Fostering that suspicion... I was afraid I'd discover that the refuge I'd fled from the shock of that day was actually a trap! I was afraid I'd have to admit it!"
But Marianne eventually suppressed the honest emotions boiling inside her even at that point.
On the surface, it was to protect the family.
I know for sure now. It was fear. It was fear of admitting my own foolishness.
"Stupid! Foolish! Jealous, worldly thing, Marianne!"
Crunch! Crunch! Crunch! Crunch! Crunch! Plop slurp! Plop slurp!
Why is hindsight possible?
Because she has now completely crossed the line.
The noble woman Marianne ended up inserting herself into the huge erection of her adopted son Eugene Schneider.
The whole complex of her relationship with Ulysses, and her beliefs and identity as the Archduchess, her refuge, was Eugene Schneider.
Perhaps that is why Marianne did her best to cherish and love Eugene Schneider even more.
But that Maginot Line has finally been broken.
Marianne sat down on her former step-son's cock and started riding him with a milf-like hip movement, feeling herself crazy and selling herself.
"You already knew! Charlotte and Eugene weren't normal! That's why you turned away that night! You rascal!"
Marianne began to completely reveal herself.
After returning to Bahadur, Marianne stopped by Eugene and Charlotte's lodgings around dinnertime to give them something to eat.
But at that time, the two beasts were having sex, and it was Marianne who heard the sound.
Marianne turned away, denying the reality that it couldn't be the sound of sex.
Eugene found her footprints the next day and was puzzled.
"That's why I was secretly filled with anticipation! The anticipation that maybe I, too, would become part of that forbidden love! That's why I used my authority as adoptive mother to put Eugene in such a difficult position!"
Plop! Plop! Tsk tsk! Tsk tsk! Plop tsk tsk! Plop tsk! Plop tsk!
At the time, Marianne tried to convince herself that it was nonsense.
Under that persuasion, he acted as if nothing had happened in front of Eugene and Charlotte.
But I was secretly interested.
Wasn't it Marianne who, when confronted with the grown Eugene, was reminded of her first love, Ulysses Schneider?
An unconscious hope sprouted that perhaps I could fill the regrets of those days.
And that unconscious desire led to Marianne's blatant and manic behavior that unfolded afterwards.
"Okay, enjoy it! I'm going to stick Eugene's huge, luscious cock into your sleazy pussy and shake your hips! Scream like a lust-crazed bitch! Uncover your true self!"
Shake! Shake! Shake! Shake! Shake! Shake! Shake!
And those actions inevitably led to sex with Eugene Schneider.
There is no turning back.
Marianne decided to flaunt her body and show off her hidden, shallow nature.
‘So, with the power of the saint bestowed upon our Eugene, I will heal her... and live forever as Eugene’s woman, erasing the saint’s name...!’
Gulp...!
Hot tears streamed down Marianne's cheeks.
What are those tears?
Marianne unexpectedly achieved her long-held dream: to become a saint.
However, contrary to the will of the Lord, she will abandon the path of becoming a saint after using the power of the Holy Virgin's Curtain.
Because as an extremely worldly woman, I will live a worldly life.
[That's not true, Marianne...]
At that moment, a voice rang in her head,
[Your appearance is exactly the kind of saint I, Venus, desire...]
It was the voice of Venus, the giver.